Join me in this short video where I share a mystical experience that happened on my pilgrimage in France walking in the footsteps of Mary Magdalene. I learned something that will forever set me free. My hope is that you will be set free, too, by understanding this simple truth that we all have access to but may not be actualizing.

In this short video, you’ll learn why you may not be getting what you need from your spiritual growth work. It doesn’t have to be so hard. When we turn toward our Divinity, we can navigate the process of awakening in a gentler, more compassionate embrace. Don’t make the same mistake I did which I talk about in this video.

Come and join us as we discover together how to meet our lives as our true self in love, joy and a deep heart-centered wisdom guiding us to our highest life path. I talk about The Spirit Led Live Gatherings where we honor our Divine light in community while healing into wholeness. You, too, can experience the healing miracles and shifts in consciousness that take us Home!

“Life is this simple: we are living in a world that is absolutely transparent and the divine is shining through it all the time. This is not just a nice story or a fable, it is true. ”

–Thomas Merton

In this short video, you will learn how to allow in what you really want. The egoic-mind creates a rigidity that blocks us from love. When we soften around the ego’s need to resist reality, we open to the vastness of our true nature, and suddenly, life looks and feels very different. Everything we want comes when we simply soften and let the Divine in.


Sitting alone in the Sanctuary de Chimayo in New Mexico, I hear this prayer echoing loudly in my head against the silent backdrop of the empty church:

Madonna of Grace,
you go by so many names.
May you whisper in my ear,
the breath of God,
so many times,

that I may not forget my true nature.

I feel a piercing pain in my heart, and I know I am in the presence of the Divine Mother. She goes by many names, but in this part of the world, she is known as Our Lady of Guadalupe. Her presence is fierce in this sacred land where healing miracles have occurred since 1816. I sit and pray for my own healing miracle, to embody these healing codes so I may serve others, while others come in wheelchairs and on crutches to receive healing of a more physical nature.

Today I feel soft tears well up in my eyes and a sweet tenderness in my heart, for I know I am received by Her. A downpour of messages and prayers comes flooding forth, too fast for my hands to write. I feel that beautiful current of Love flowing through me as I write this message that she “wants the people to know”:

Bury the hatchets that you swing at yourself, for they bring nothing but self-recrimination. This leads to more judgment. The world is drowning in judgment. Show compassion for yourself and the world will reflect this. First, Love is born in you, and then, out into the world. I hold you in unconditional Love. There is no harm in all that you have done or not done. This is the learning that frees you from the ballast of judgment. Go dear friend, into the heart of grace. Speak kindly to thyself and relinquish all doubt, for I am here. Look no further than your own heart and you will find me.

I enter a tiny room located on the side of the church with a hole in the ground revealing the holy dirt, like a monument to mother earth without any of the fanfare. The sacred Chimayo dirt is so silky smooth you want to roll your entire body in it. Of course, this is not possible, for only a very small pair of feet could fit in the round opening in the earth reminiscent of a pregnant woman’s belly.

The hole to me symbolizes the possibility of birthing into our wholeness by healing our broken places or even just noticing the miracle of Essence is always within us, intact and untouched by life experiences. This part of us knows itself as Love and continues to reside in us until we are ready to claim it. Perhaps the real miracle is to know this truth. Our Lady explains in this prayer:

Come, Mother Divine

Nourish me with your living waters.
A thirst so longs in me to be quenched
by the Divine order of All things.
Blessed Be, Maria
For you partake in the sweet deliverance
Of Love untamed.
Your Love beckons me to a
world of wholeness,
where no hurt has ever entered.
You give me this grace,
and I receive it,
in honor of You.
This grace makes my wholeness
a felt sense that extends
to all the broken places,
and mends that which
was never really broken.
For this I am grateful,

My Beloved, Mother Divine



I leave my experience in Chimayo with a much greater understanding of who we are-that in a way, our wholeness is already within us, and it is our tenderness, kindness and compassion toward ourselves that will direct us to find what we have always possessed. This is “the Divine order of all things.”

May these messages serve as a healing for you. May you embrace the Divine Mother in your own way until she becomes a “felt sense” in your life as well.

Blessings to Know Your Wholeness,




Would you like to birth in you a new trajectory of Love? This is what happened to me when I had a direct encounter with the healing codes of Our Lady of Guadalupe. Now, you can, too. I am taking a select group of light-workers to experience a compassion so deep it heals our hearts and awakens in us what has been waiting to be birthed.

The focus of the Retreat in Santa Fe is to allow the Divine Feminine frequencies to awaken us to the truth of who we are. We will be receiving healing energy and direct guidance to unleash the creativity within us. This creativity is our joy, our fulfillment and our contribution to others.

Are you ready to?


  • Heal your heart
  • Heal your body and mind
  • Awaken to your True Self
  • Unleash your creativity
  • Enter into The Divine Feminine
  • Ripen in your wisdom
  • Birth more compassion for yourself & others
  • Drink the Divine nectar of Mother’s Love
  • Be held in a sacred space with others
  • Replenish & nourish so you can serve others
  • Forgive what has not been let go of
  • Honor your truth and pay it forward
  • Open your channels to Divine guidance

The retreat is filling up fast. Sign up here.

Let the Divine Mother birth in you what has been waiting to be born. Life is short and we are here to co-create with Her loving embrace and guidance.

We will be staying in a beautiful boutique hotel in Santa Fe (Native American owned) and journey together to The Sanctuary of Chimayo (the Lourdes of the Americas) where the level of compassion is awe-inspiring and miracle healing is the norm. This simple sanctuary embodies the Divine Mother’s love as you partake in the holy dirt that has healed many people since the 1816. Taking this journey together will open space in our hearts for the pain to dissolve and love to enter. This is where creativity can be born and our service can blossom resulting in so much joy and deep inner nourishment and fulfillment.

Many more delightful surprises will await you in Santa Fe during our retreat together. Santa Fe is so inspiring with its art, culture and strong Native American traditions. It is a mecca for the spiritually inclined and many are drawn here to harmonize with the Divine within and without.

If you know you would like to attend, please reply to this email immediately for further instructions. This opportunity of a lifetime is offered on a first come, first served basis. I have a limited number of spots for this magical Retreat and we are already 80% full.


September 9ththrough September 12th, 2018. The Retreat begins on the morning of September 10thand ends on the night of September 12th. Check out is on September 12th.


A Luxury Boutique Hotel in Santa Fe, New Mexico. You will receive a hotel discount and many other benefits by registering with our group rate.


$750 (Payment plans are available). This includes a celebratory group dinner on Tuesday night.


You would fly into Albuquerque, New Mexico (ABQ). Albuquerque is approximately 1 hour from Santa Fe. Flights are relatively inexpensive right now so book soon. If you would like to share your rental car, please contact Jenai.

The retreat is filling up fast. Don’t miss this opportunity.

What People Are Saying About Jenai’s Retreats

“I have never had such tapped in guidance, results and inspirations.”
“I continue to read through my notebook of “miracles” from our time together. So much has shifted since I’ve returned from the retreat-I am hiding so much less whether I want to or not. I truly feel that the retreat was spirit/life changing and I am so grateful for the opportunity to be there.”
“My biggest healing was in seeing one of my biggest edges and seeing that edge melt.”
“I was blown away by the synchronicities, dreams, visions, things in my path—all of it felt like it was placed there for me, and I my trust in my intuition and in my guidance was greatly strengthened.”
“What I am noticing most of all is that since the retreat, I feel more EMBODIED, like mySelf is more on the surface of my skin. Like I can touch and experience God in a way I never have before-a deeper presence. Like I am anchored in, grounded in my true Self and my Connection is my Protection.”
“I am still drinking in all the blessings and gifts from this precious time in retreat. For someone who usually has no problem with finding words, I often find myself overcome by the sheer number and quality of the healings I received.”

-Bella Marie

Once we realize that our Divine nature is waiting patiently for us to claim it, we stop trying so hard to be spiritual and instead, we claim our beingness as Divine. This is not a concept; it is experiential. Although we may understand intellectually the truth that we are Divine, we still may not experientially be dwelling in this truth. Recognizing the difference is important because we can mislead ourselves into a projection of what being spiritual is about. This projection is still an overlay on reality. Reality is truth, not a subjective truth but an actual truth. The difference is known as a felt sense in the experience of touching the God within and residing there. There is no searching or seeking required, as this part of us, is always there. It may, however, be covered over by the mind’s projections of reality. As we recognize the cleverness of the mind, we also begin to dismantle the untruths that are inherent in the mind’s ability to project reality. When this is seen, we can deepen our experience of truth, thus being who we have always been and will always be. This is liberation.

Claim Your Divinity

When we come together with a group of people with a similar intention to wake up to our Divinity, we can’t help but shine brighter and brighter. This light is what creates alignment in our relationships, work, creative endeavors, health and all of life.
“Tell me, what is it you plan to do
with your one wild and precious life?”

Only you can claim your Divinity.

Are you ready to?

Yes, you are beautiful. You are powerful. You are abundant. You are Love.

When we recognize this, it grows, and we serve the world by our presence in it.

Register Here

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“I have experienced profound healing beyond my understanding…and most of all the increasing level of self-love I take with me is priceless.


“This class was jaw dropping!!!!! I experienced me, not the me that I think I am, but the me that is connected to all wholeness. I experienced unity as a remembering of my divinity. Truly amazing, I dropped to my knees this evening in tears of complete and utter humility. Count me in!!!!!!”


“The transmission last night was so powerful for me. It was as if my brain received a ‘wash’ of gold and pink liquid light – smoothing out the deep-ridged pathways that were keeping me stuck in my mind. My heart then flooded with the same light, and I could feel a heart and brain connection that I’d never experienced. THANK YOU for this. I feel tears of gratitude as I write about it.”


Located at The First Presbyterian Church of San Rafael
1510 Fifth Avenue, San Rafael, CA

After the Sedona Retreat, I am so full of gratitude, joy and fulfillment! This is what happens when people come together with a common intention to ignite their light. After witnessing countless miracles, awakenings and the creative expression of the Divine flowing through us, I know anything is possible.

Do you delight in spreading the light? I know I do, and I couldn’t think of a better way to live life. No matter what you “do” for a living, when you acknowledge and consciously ignite the light in others, life takes on meaning, purpose and magic. This magical quality isn’t magic at all, it is the reality of living awake, connected to the light and offering it in service wherever you are and whatever you are doing.

When we are spirit-led, life opens because we become open to life. Opportunities arise that we never imagined possible, relationships blossom in ways that bring more harmony and love into the world, and abundance flows because we are in the flow. This is what happens in Spirit-Led Practitioner® Training, we open up to the light which is our natural birthright and we utilize it to open our lives to the boundless blessings that are here for us right now.

Come join us starting in a few days on Wednesday, May 16th at 5:30pm PST for a 6-month program (bi-monthly live calls) to ignite and amplify your light so you can see the way to actualizing your unique purpose. Don’t let any more time pass you by. The time is now to be spirit led. I want you to know this same joy I feel when I’m connected to my light and I’m serving others. This is something that is accessible to all of us, not just some of us. The world needs you now, not when you are perfect.

Sign Up Now. Payment plans are available and affordable.

This unique Training is done in a compassionate, inspiring spiritual community.

This course will take you deep into your own process, and will also give you the training you need to practice the life-altering tools in Spirit Led Instead with others. For those of you who want to add tools to your tool belt to support the spiritual evolution and well-being of others, you can learn exactly how in this online course. Then you can share the wisdom in this book with your family, friends, clients, students, patients… anyone whom you feel would benefit from them. In this structured curriculum, you will become a practitioner of A Spirit-Led Life. As you continue your own journey, you can assist others in theirs. There is no greater joy than to serve others in discovering the truth of their being.

This course not only helps you integrate the tools to access the missing pieces in your own life, but sets you up to share and practice these tools one-on-one with others.

You will receive:

·      An amazing spirit-led community to support you in your life & process
·      A way to practice & learn with others before you share these tools out in the world
·      Immersion in a vibration that consistently lifts yours up over time
·      A sustainable way to support your own transformation
·      A way to grow spiritually that is safe, supportive & answers your questions directly
·      A live spiritual mentor
·      A dedicated practice partner
·      An online course community that is accessible 24/7
·      Live group calls where learning, meditations, healing & transmissions are given

How it works:

·      This is an online program, so you can attend from anywhere in the world
·      All calls are recorded, and all information for the Course is easily accessible 24/7
·      Live calls are 2 times per month on Wednesdays at 5:30pm

Don’t wait to do this. The time to act is now. The worlds needs you now, not when you’re perfect.

You must complete Spirit Led Practitioner® Training to be eligible for Spirit Coach® Training beginning this Fall (only offered every 3 years).

To register go here.

“I am so excited about this work. It has changed my relationship with the divine. My light is so much brighter and I have direct access to more of the ascended masters and light-workers. The transmissions are so supportive—a soft, sweet energy of strength, love, and compassion!” -Staci

Channeling Corner

Standing tall is a question of knowing your worth despite any feedback you are getting. Whether it is criticism, betrayal or rejection, we have a choice about who we believe ourselves to be. No one can make us feel small or less than, unless we let them. We have to realize that to stand in our truth will at times make others uncomfortable because they can not stand in theirs. And for whatever reason, they may judge us as a result of their own inability to confront themselves. You can look at your own life experience and recognize there were times when you did the same thing. So compassion is the answer, both for one’s self and for others. There is no one wrong or right when we stand in our truth. It just is. We have to ground firmly into our Source connection and be okay with the repercussions, whether we perceive them to be good or bad. When we have the courage to stand tall in who we know we need to be, we will also help others do the same. This is the path.

Are you feeling the need to ignite your light and share it with the world? Join me for a free webinar, “Calling All Light Workers to Ignite Your Light.” It is this Wednesday, May 2nd at 5:30pm Pacific.

On this call, I will support you in further igniting your light and stepping into your next level of service.

Jump on this free call for some deep spiritual nourishment held in a sacred container of Love and supported by a heart-centered spiritual community.

There will be new healing transmissions and a guided meditation. I will also share a tool every facilitator needs to know.

I will include information about the next Spirit Led Practitioner® Training which begins May 16th, 2018. I will be answering your questions about this opportunity to be trained and coached during this 6-month program.

You can register here for the free call.

Spirit Led Practitioner® Training is one way to share tools that have worked for you with others while stepping fully into your own light. If you know you want in, register now. Space is limited. Begins May16th, 2018.


Alumni of Practitioner Training receive a 50% discount. All calls are recorded. Last chance to take prerequisite for Spirit Coach® Training This Fall.

Channeling Corner

A Message for You From Spirit

You are the conduit of all creation. You cannot “think” big enough to be who you actually are. This is correct. We are not the limited beings we believe ourselves to be, nor are we human beings with spiritual powers. We are spiritual beings whose only limitation is the identification with the construct we call the “self”. Of course, we will always interact through the “me” we believe ourselves to be and this is not a problem once we stop believing this is all we are. Our greatness lies in the vastness of the ocean, in the spaciousness of space, in the beauty of an endless field of daisies on a spring day. This creation is also creating through us. It has no limitations. If we believe we are less than that which is creating through us, this is what limits our creations. There is no need to become something other than who we already are. There is, however, a need to strip away what we are not—a limited human-being with faults, flaws and inconsistencies. This is the vehicle in which we may deliver creation, and our imperfections are not a problem when we imbue it with the perfection of Creation. In fact, our imperfections when embraced become the gifts they were always meant to be—putting our unique, one-of-a-kind flavor into the world. Freedom comes when we know who we are is beyond any concept we could ever “think” about ourselves.

I just returned from a four-day retreat with Padre Paul, and my heart is ablaze with compassion. I say this because I realize the power of compassion to transform our lives again and again as we allow in this frequency. I witnessed a mother bring her young son to receive a healing. As the mother and child stood there, I placed my hands on his little head and the light poured through, bringing with it a powerful transformation. Afterward he told his mom that he felt dizzy, fell back and was filled with God’s love. He said, “this feeling makes me never want to be mad at you again.”

This is what compassion does. It allows us to see our judgments and let them go, so the love that we are can expand within us. Just like this little boy, we can discover the power of compassion to take away our anger, sadness and grief when these feelings overwhelm us, or when we recognize that they no longer serve our journey. Every time we invoke compassion, judgment loses its power over us.

Can you imagine taking yourself into your own arms, like Kuan Yin or Mother Mary would, and embracing your pain and suffering completely?


When we meet “what is” with compassion, our hearts open instead of closing, and our lives become filled with our innate joy and love.

It is time to let go of the image of perfection that keeps us small, and instead get messy and allow our pain to be seen and heard by us, so that healing can happen in our lives and in the world.

The world is on fire, and compassion is the water that will put out the flames and allow the Phoenix of Love to rise from the ashes. We all can rise together as we embody this frequency of compassion.


Compassion runs like water. It finds its way in and through,

Easily flowing around the huge boulders in our lives, making nothing wrong or bad.

Bringing its nourishing waters to quench our thirst for God,

Returning the river to the ocean of the Divine that lives in us,

Compassion takes us home.


Receive The Compassion Meditation by signing up for, “Out of Your Mind & Into Your Spirit” FREE Online Course and go to the Compassion Page. You will find this powerful MP3 download to ignite the compassion within you plus many more tools to be spirit led. Receive it Here.

When we see God as separate we will always feel powerless, that is, the power is outside of us. So when things don’t go our way it triggers feelings of fear, that things are out of control. When things in our life seem to be working, going according to plan, we do not notice this limiting belief. It is only when challenge arises that this limiting belief that we have always had rears its ugly head. When it does, we have two choices. The first is to be run by the fear, to allow it to drive us into reaction. Reaction will lead us to more challenge, as it is the law of attraction. The second choice is to connect to our higher Self, the part of us that is neutral, infinite and beyond judgment. From this place we are not run by fear or our belief system. From hear, there is no reaction but only right action, the action aligned with our spirit. When we operate from this place, everything in our world works, irregardless of what is going on in the external world.

I have come to understand spiritual pilgrimage as a journey in which we travel outside the familiar in order to ultimately come home to our Self. I have been taking spiritual pilgrimages since I was nineteen years old as a way to see myself outside of the constraints of my daily reality. There is something magical that happens when we have an intention to touch spirit in deeper and deeper ways through our travels, but this can also be the way we approach our daily life. Are we present for today’s adventure? Are we connected to and listening to our spirit’s guidance? Can we find awe in the mundane? Life opens when we do.

On return from a sojourn to France where my intention was to embrace the Divine Feminine through the pathway of Mary Magdalene, I came home with more of my own light. Not because it is something I found, but because it could never be lost. This point was brought home when I was in Carcassonne, a picturesque medieval town. I had a strange feeling I had been there before as I entered the church and began to pray in front of a statue of Saint Anne, the grandmother of Jesus and a carrier of prolific Divine Feminine teachings.

In the middle of the prayer, I had a very clear image of a sword piercing my heart. I could see my light leaving my body. In that lifetime, I had believed as I was being murdered that the teachings and a part of my light had been lost with my demise. I heard a voice say that I had mistakenly believed that the teachings of “The Way” had been lost, but that in truth one can never lose them.

What followed was an experience of this light reentering my heart now. In essence, I was reclaiming what I’d believed was lost but had never really gone anywhere. Then I was told to pray for the healing of all women who had been disempowered, who in some way believed that their light had been diminished. This I gladly did. I was also told that I would help others reclaim their light and power in greater numbers. I became infused with radiant light until I felt full and glowing like a giant sun, happy to understand that nothing true and real can ever be lost.  Perhaps this awareness is the fabled “Holy Grail” that everyone is searching for.

The next morning I received an email from a client who said she had received a great gift from me that very night. I had come to her illuminated like the radiant sun and helped her to ignite her own light. She said this light was a strong infusion that she hadn’t quite felt before. She felt she was somehow more radiant, more powerful and for this she was grateful.

Take a moment now to ask for the re-ignition of the light within you. It is already there, but your attention, focus, and asking will help it re-ignite. The light is within all of us. Your divinity can never be lost or taken from you. It is only our belief in such things that make them seem real.

If I can leave you with only one thing to take away, it would be that your light is inherent and can never be diminished. To understand and experience this truth in your heart of hearts will change your life forever.

Boundless Blessings to Ignite the Light Within You,


Join me in re-igniting the light within this Saturday, March 17th in San Rafael. Now is the time to activate this Divine Feminine Code that lives within each of us, in women and men alike.

When we do, we can transform fear to Love, judgment to compassion, servitude to service and separation to Oneness.

Come join me, and other light-workers, for a 1-Day Retreat that will literally, transform us, because we are embodying the Divine like never before.

If you are called to activate compassion, self-love and the deep nurturing embrace of the Divine Feminine, register now. Without embracing the Divine feminine we are in a constant process of trying to ascend without knowing how to embody the Divine in form. Join us as we immerse ourselves in the direct transmission of the Divine Feminine Masters activating within us our own wholeness.

You can learn more and register here.

  • Re-ignite the flame within
  • Cultivate the Divine Feminine qualities of compassion, unconditional love, wisdom & truth
  • Nourish your spirit so you can blossom in your life

Are You Being Called To Awaken the Divine 

in You?

Jenai has a gift of seeing and awakening the Divine in you. This includes your purpose, gifts and the contribution you are here to make in this incarnation. She will help you clear the blocks that cloud your true essence as spirit and support you in accessing your own truth that will lead you home to your Self. Through a combination of intuitive readings, practical non-dogmatic tools and healing transmissions, the spirit within you begins to shine brighter and brighter.

You can work with Jenai in a group setting via her online courses, “A Spirit-Led Life” and  The Divine Feminine Transmission, her in-person Retreats, Spirit-Led Practitioner Training® beginning in Spring 2018 and  Spirit Coach® Training.

It’s time to awaken the Divine within you.
The world needs the contribution only you can give.

Click here to schedule a free half-hour discovery session with a Certified Spirit Coach®