In this video, I will share a tool to help you remember your Essence, and my memory of incarnating into this lifetime. And why it is so important to see ourselves as Divine beings having a human experience. Once we awaken this sleeping giant of the light of Love that we are, it imbues our life with a glorious radiance. It is time to love, serve and remember. Join me in greeting the Divine Self that has been hidden but will no longer remain cloaked.


Channeling Corner
God whispered this to me:

In prayer, you will ask of me. 
In meditation, you will allow my answers to come. 
In faith, you will learn to trust me. 
In joy, you will receive me. 
In Love, you will be Me. 

In this short video you will learn why the Divine feminine has to rise up to stand in equality with the Divine masculine. In case you haven’t noticed, we are living in a world out of balance because the feminine has been suppressed, negated, denied, abused and ignored. Without the Divine feminine, we are lacking the quality of humility. Humility allows us to let go of our knowing (often a judgment) to arrive at a deeper truth. The frequency of humility when activated wakes up the sleeping giant of our Divinity so we stop acting out of the trance of ego, where we can let go of the judging mind and access truth so Love as our true nature can prosper. If you ever wanted to turn off your judgment, you can learn how in this video.

Claim Your Divinity

Join us for the next live healing gathering on October 18th.

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Receive what you need to awaken the Divinity in you and heal what stands in the way of your wholeness.

The Ascended Masters are present. A miracle awaits you.

Thursday, October 18th, 2018
from 7pm to 9pm
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“Last night’s class was easily the most profound spiritual experience of my life.” –Tony

“I feel like I am walking on a cloud. Feeling so present and aware, and back into alignment with myself. The pain in my neck is almost gone. I can hardly believe it.” –Stacy

“I’m so blown away by all the transmissions we have received. I feel like someone literally turned the lights on in my heart and mind, and a lot of the confusion has dropped away.” -RR

Located at The First Presbyterian Church of San Rafael

1510 Fifth Avenue, San Rafael, CA

In this video, I share with you an experience I have been having with Unity Consciousness, as well as, a meditation to tap into more of your true nature.

Spontaneously and without provocation, I was suddenly as big as the room. I could feel everyone there, without being at effect of what I felt; the level of neutrality was astounding. The body-identified Jenai disappeared, and so did the limited perspective that identity held; I was now a part of the All.  I have experienced this kind of expanded consciousness before when I was meditating or teaching, but never when I was just sitting in a room, fully engaged in life. It was a great lesson in how we can each participate in life at any level we choose.

For me, awakening has never been only for me, but for those I serve. I know that I have the experiences I do so I can better serve others. I share them so everyone can see that this is possible for all of us, not just some of us. I share my experiences not to make myself seem special, but to help you validate your own experiences that have the power to take you out of your current box. This is the beauty of the spiritual path: it is ever-expanding. Every time I reach a new level of consciousness, another one comes along that breaks through my currents perceptions of what is possible.

This is why it is important not to take our experiences of spiritual awakening for granted, however big or small. As we acknowledge our experiences and dwell in their afterglow without becoming attached, we can better integrate them into our day-to-day lives. That said, even the spiritual path can trap us if we are not careful. This is why over the years I have exposed myself to a variety of teachers, methods and modalities. Ultimately, the best teachers and methods will all point us to the truth that can only be found within.

Follow what is true for you, knowing that we all need different things at different times in our spiritual evolution. You know the way: just stop, listen and follow the voice of your spirit. It will lead you home to the Self that you already are, the beautiful divinity that lives within you.

Join us for the next live healing gathering on October 4th.

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Prepare to Receive Energy & Healing for Your AwakeningThursday, October 4th, 2018

from 7pm to 9pm

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Located at The First Presbyterian Church of San Rafael
1510 Fifth Avenue, San Rafael, CA

Watch This Video About Miracle Healings at The Live Events

Join Us This Thursday, September 20th!

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I am so excited to share with you some of the healings that are taking place at The Spirit Led Live Events in San Rafael. I receive email testimonials after almost every gathering describing the physical, emotional and spiritual healings that are taking place. I am not the healer. This healing is happening through the entire group, as we are all conduits for this Divine intelligence. When we open ourselves to this light, miracles are often what follows.

I just returned from the Santa Fe Retreat & Chimayo Pilgrimage where the healing energy was off the charts. You too, can experience the healing miracles and shifts in consciousness! The next gathering is in San Rafael, California this Thursday, September 20th. This is the only gathering this month. Register Now for This Thursday!

This is what Our Lady of Guadalupe told me when I asked her why healing miracles were so prevalent at Chimayo, “Intercession is easy when people open in prayer and receptivity. Angels and God can enter here.”

Claim Your Divinity!

We just returned from The Santa Fe Retreat & Chimayo Pilgrimage where our light was ignited and we are now carrying the healing codes of the Divine Mother. We can’t wait to share this with all of you. Come and receive what you need at this point in your spiritual journey.

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Prepare to Receive What You Need

“I have experienced profound healing beyond my understanding…and most of all the increasing level of self-love I take with me is priceless.”


Thursday, September 20th, 2018
from 7pm to 9pm
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Located at The First Presbyterian Church of San Rafael

1510 Fifth Avenue, San Rafael, CA

The Time is Now to Walk into the Light!



Do you know that you have an invaluable built-in dream team that wants to help guide you to your highest life calling?

Learn how to connect in three easy steps in this short video and change your life for the better.

The ascended masters are here to help you to receive guidance, love, support and healing to step into who you came here to be. This is something that I have accessed in my own life in a way that has changed absolutely everything for the better. I am not special. We all have this ability to be in direct relationship with those non-conditional beings who are here to serve humanity in our awakening.

“I think 99 times and find nothing.

I stop thinking, swim in silence, and the truth comes to me.”


Join us for Spirit Led Live!

Join us for the next gathering on September 20th.
There will be only one live event this month.

Prepare to Receive Energy & Healing for Your Awakening

Thursday, September 20th, 2018

from 7pm to 9pm

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Located at The First Presbyterian Church of San Rafael

 1510 Fifth Avenue, San Rafael, CA

Learn the answer to this question I get asked all the time as a Spirit Coach in this short video. It is a really good question because when you figure out the answer you have a recipe for success in your life.

There is a deep wisdom within you. You could even say an internal guidance system that knows what it is you need and how you can fulfill that need. This is spirit, the part of you that is infinite, trusting and allowing, always flowing with the Divine. All there really is to do is to allow spirit to be heard, to nourish this place, and to lead your life from here. There is nothing difficult about it. However, spirit is so neutral, and at first, subtle, we do not give it any attention. The first step is to start paying attention as this will ignite your true self and the truth of your being can guide your life with very little effort.

Come and join us as we activate the Divine within us, where we meet our lives as our true self in love, joy and a deep heart-centered wisdom guiding us to our highest life path. You too, can experience the healing miracles and shifts in consciousness that take us Home! The next gathering is in San Rafael, California on August 23rd.

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“Sometimes I need to stand wherever I am to be blessed.” -Mary Oliver

Join me in this short video where I share a mystical experience that happened on my pilgrimage in France walking in the footsteps of Mary Magdalene. I learned something that will forever set me free. My hope is that you will be set free, too, by understanding this simple truth that we all have access to but may not be actualizing.

In this short video, you’ll learn why you may not be getting what you need from your spiritual growth work. It doesn’t have to be so hard. When we turn toward our Divinity, we can navigate the process of awakening in a gentler, more compassionate embrace. Don’t make the same mistake I did which I talk about in this video.

Come and join us as we discover together how to meet our lives as our true self in love, joy and a deep heart-centered wisdom guiding us to our highest life path. I talk about The Spirit Led Live Gatherings where we honor our Divine light in community while healing into wholeness. You, too, can experience the healing miracles and shifts in consciousness that take us Home!

“Life is this simple: we are living in a world that is absolutely transparent and the divine is shining through it all the time. This is not just a nice story or a fable, it is true. ”

–Thomas Merton

In this short video, you will learn how to allow in what you really want. The egoic-mind creates a rigidity that blocks us from love. When we soften around the ego’s need to resist reality, we open to the vastness of our true nature, and suddenly, life looks and feels very different. Everything we want comes when we simply soften and let the Divine in.


Sitting alone in the Sanctuary de Chimayo in New Mexico, I hear this prayer echoing loudly in my head against the silent backdrop of the empty church:

Madonna of Grace,
you go by so many names.
May you whisper in my ear,
the breath of God,
so many times,

that I may not forget my true nature.

I feel a piercing pain in my heart, and I know I am in the presence of the Divine Mother. She goes by many names, but in this part of the world, she is known as Our Lady of Guadalupe. Her presence is fierce in this sacred land where healing miracles have occurred since 1816. I sit and pray for my own healing miracle, to embody these healing codes so I may serve others, while others come in wheelchairs and on crutches to receive healing of a more physical nature.

Today I feel soft tears well up in my eyes and a sweet tenderness in my heart, for I know I am received by Her. A downpour of messages and prayers comes flooding forth, too fast for my hands to write. I feel that beautiful current of Love flowing through me as I write this message that she “wants the people to know”:

Bury the hatchets that you swing at yourself, for they bring nothing but self-recrimination. This leads to more judgment. The world is drowning in judgment. Show compassion for yourself and the world will reflect this. First, Love is born in you, and then, out into the world. I hold you in unconditional Love. There is no harm in all that you have done or not done. This is the learning that frees you from the ballast of judgment. Go dear friend, into the heart of grace. Speak kindly to thyself and relinquish all doubt, for I am here. Look no further than your own heart and you will find me.

I enter a tiny room located on the side of the church with a hole in the ground revealing the holy dirt, like a monument to mother earth without any of the fanfare. The sacred Chimayo dirt is so silky smooth you want to roll your entire body in it. Of course, this is not possible, for only a very small pair of feet could fit in the round opening in the earth reminiscent of a pregnant woman’s belly.

The hole to me symbolizes the possibility of birthing into our wholeness by healing our broken places or even just noticing the miracle of Essence is always within us, intact and untouched by life experiences. This part of us knows itself as Love and continues to reside in us until we are ready to claim it. Perhaps the real miracle is to know this truth. Our Lady explains in this prayer:

Come, Mother Divine

Nourish me with your living waters.
A thirst so longs in me to be quenched
by the Divine order of All things.
Blessed Be, Maria
For you partake in the sweet deliverance
Of Love untamed.
Your Love beckons me to a
world of wholeness,
where no hurt has ever entered.
You give me this grace,
and I receive it,
in honor of You.
This grace makes my wholeness
a felt sense that extends
to all the broken places,
and mends that which
was never really broken.
For this I am grateful,

My Beloved, Mother Divine



I leave my experience in Chimayo with a much greater understanding of who we are-that in a way, our wholeness is already within us, and it is our tenderness, kindness and compassion toward ourselves that will direct us to find what we have always possessed. This is “the Divine order of all things.”

May these messages serve as a healing for you. May you embrace the Divine Mother in your own way until she becomes a “felt sense” in your life as well.

Blessings to Know Your Wholeness,




Would you like to birth in you a new trajectory of Love? This is what happened to me when I had a direct encounter with the healing codes of Our Lady of Guadalupe. Now, you can, too. I am taking a select group of light-workers to experience a compassion so deep it heals our hearts and awakens in us what has been waiting to be birthed.

The focus of the Retreat in Santa Fe is to allow the Divine Feminine frequencies to awaken us to the truth of who we are. We will be receiving healing energy and direct guidance to unleash the creativity within us. This creativity is our joy, our fulfillment and our contribution to others.

Are you ready to?


  • Heal your heart
  • Heal your body and mind
  • Awaken to your True Self
  • Unleash your creativity
  • Enter into The Divine Feminine
  • Ripen in your wisdom
  • Birth more compassion for yourself & others
  • Drink the Divine nectar of Mother’s Love
  • Be held in a sacred space with others
  • Replenish & nourish so you can serve others
  • Forgive what has not been let go of
  • Honor your truth and pay it forward
  • Open your channels to Divine guidance

The retreat is filling up fast. Sign up here.

Let the Divine Mother birth in you what has been waiting to be born. Life is short and we are here to co-create with Her loving embrace and guidance.

We will be staying in a beautiful boutique hotel in Santa Fe (Native American owned) and journey together to The Sanctuary of Chimayo (the Lourdes of the Americas) where the level of compassion is awe-inspiring and miracle healing is the norm. This simple sanctuary embodies the Divine Mother’s love as you partake in the holy dirt that has healed many people since the 1816. Taking this journey together will open space in our hearts for the pain to dissolve and love to enter. This is where creativity can be born and our service can blossom resulting in so much joy and deep inner nourishment and fulfillment.

Many more delightful surprises will await you in Santa Fe during our retreat together. Santa Fe is so inspiring with its art, culture and strong Native American traditions. It is a mecca for the spiritually inclined and many are drawn here to harmonize with the Divine within and without.

If you know you would like to attend, please reply to this email immediately for further instructions. This opportunity of a lifetime is offered on a first come, first served basis. I have a limited number of spots for this magical Retreat and we are already 80% full.


September 9ththrough September 12th, 2018. The Retreat begins on the morning of September 10thand ends on the night of September 12th. Check out is on September 12th.


A Luxury Boutique Hotel in Santa Fe, New Mexico. You will receive a hotel discount and many other benefits by registering with our group rate.


$750 (Payment plans are available). This includes a celebratory group dinner on Tuesday night.


You would fly into Albuquerque, New Mexico (ABQ). Albuquerque is approximately 1 hour from Santa Fe. Flights are relatively inexpensive right now so book soon. If you would like to share your rental car, please contact Jenai.

The retreat is filling up fast. Don’t miss this opportunity.

What People Are Saying About Jenai’s Retreats

“I have never had such tapped in guidance, results and inspirations.”
“I continue to read through my notebook of “miracles” from our time together. So much has shifted since I’ve returned from the retreat-I am hiding so much less whether I want to or not. I truly feel that the retreat was spirit/life changing and I am so grateful for the opportunity to be there.”
“My biggest healing was in seeing one of my biggest edges and seeing that edge melt.”
“I was blown away by the synchronicities, dreams, visions, things in my path—all of it felt like it was placed there for me, and I my trust in my intuition and in my guidance was greatly strengthened.”
“What I am noticing most of all is that since the retreat, I feel more EMBODIED, like mySelf is more on the surface of my skin. Like I can touch and experience God in a way I never have before-a deeper presence. Like I am anchored in, grounded in my true Self and my Connection is my Protection.”
“I am still drinking in all the blessings and gifts from this precious time in retreat. For someone who usually has no problem with finding words, I often find myself overcome by the sheer number and quality of the healings I received.”

-Bella Marie

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